I had an epiphany last night, at about two in the morning. Unfortunately, it's quite personal so I'm not going to share it with you (apart from the heuristic collisions detection bit; that's unrelated, really). But I just wanted you (everybody!) to know that for the first time in three months I am UNCONDITIONALLY HAPPY. It's a great feeling.
For those of you who feel like your life is falling apart at the seams, and you lack the will, inclination or the ability to do anything about it, I have one thing to say.
Everything will be alright. Believe that. Belief is the strongest force in the universe; if you believe that you will fail, you will fail. If you believe that you can succeed, you will succeed.
Trust me, and everything will be alright.